lucidcoyote

What's the point of being your friend when I get these looks from you? These looks full of sorrow and apologies? And something that looks like the longing I feel in my heart? What's the point? My heart can't take it and you know it. So tell me, please, What is the point?! I've cried over you so much! I've loved you for so long! I want to tear my heart out and throw it away just to get away from the pain. I can't see myself with anyone but you. And I hate it! I wish I could see another future for me. I wish I could see another fate. But I just can't! I just feel so suidial... And lost... And scared... Loving you is the harde